Darkness

- Darkness - July 18, 2020

  Throughout my life I’ve stumbled over darkness since I first realized why such a happy, shy little girl was filled with so much dark I wondered. 

 As I ponder around searching for some light under this dark tunnel in hopes I will see the light again. I swore to myself I’ll keep pushing until it’s finally mine but there were days I’ve partially or fully given up and the search was over, until my realization of sadness just waiting for it to swarm me with the most evil luck. 

  Pondering some more in hopes maybe I’ll see that light again that the little girl once was. Being a young girl with so much light having to be destroyed with so much evil darkness it like eats away the good blood and replaces it with black, rich poison to curse you for eternity so you feel not whole. 

The darkness rolled over and I was alone for days to hours where I can be dark but where no harm could be done because, in the dark nobody hurts those who are already in the dark. Darkness is a part of me until I can find that light inside of me again.